New Company
Today is the starts of second week for me to work in this new company. It has been a tough week last week as I was assigned to prepare a presentation on 3 softwares. Not only that I have to learn the software on my own I also had to have my own idea of how the presentation is going to be conducted. I got no experience in this kind of presentation at all, senior did give me some advice but there is no use at all.
I prepared and presented to my boss and another colleague on last Saturday. I was shocked when I get to know that the presentation starts at 10.30am. I need to go back to my hometown. The presentation took a long long time because of all the comments given. The presentation finished at 2.30 pm. Not only accepting all the comments during the presentation, I will also need to think of a new presentation material to present to them in this coming Saturday. At the same time, I have two new software to learn… I can say I am a person to multitask but this is too over to my limit. Learning a few software at the same time without a guidance and prepare multimedia artwork for presentation is not my thing because there is no art cell in me.
Because of my poor presentation on Saturday and all the tasks assigned on the same day I was kind of collapse. I feel extremely stress. On Sunday, my friend ask me to go for a movie which I realy wanted to but because i get home late on Saturday so i turn my friend down to stay at home. I have a nap in the afternoon. All that i know is that i cried in my sleep, also in my dream as i think of those works. I woke up because of that dream. After wake up I was still crying. I never got this kind of feeling before. My mum say, this is really bad for me but what can i do? Quit the job?
Lets analyze about the job:
Pro: Able to learn something and got a chance to present to the customer. After long term learning, do not need to stay in the office all the time. Working time is shorter than other company. Start work at 9.00 knock off at 5.30, saturday is off.
Cons: No people to talk to you, to guide you or to share with you. Everything on your own. No people is going to be your friend, they are purely colleagues. Everything in the office is not organised and even pc also not good and full of virus. Laptop dun even have Microsoft Office software. No stationary, no files, no racks and the drawer attached to my table is full of hardware. My bag is to put on the floor. Task are given batch by batch without notice that you are overloaded. Everything have to be learn on your own. I am just a newbie in this company. For the first 3 months, I will need to come back to the office on every Saturday to do presentation without any additional incentives provided.
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