Looking Forward for 1st April

1st April as we all know is April Fool Day. Is there anyone looking forward for today? If there is, are they looking forward to play a fool on other people?

Honestly I am looking forward for 1st of April? I am not looking forward to fool people or being fool but I think I am fooled. There is one person who told me that the next time he is going to send me flower is on 1st April. I tell myself sure this is going to be a fool on me but I don’t know why I am looking forward. This morning again I was fool by this same person. Maybe I am just a fool, easy to get fooled.

Anyway, this is not a day to get angry because it is April fool. Anyway, I am not angry also because I myself wanna be a fool. Haha….

Enjoy your day for being fool or going to fool others.

Happy April Fool Day 2008!!! (^@^)

Unpredictable future!!!

Manage to meet my cousin sis this morning and we manage to have a short chat. I was asking her about the incident that happened that night. She says she knows nothing about it. Haih, no wonder no one come out lor….ONLY ME!!!

Later she asks about my brother which she didn’t see him for a few days because my brother went to KL to work for few days. Then, I discovered that my cousin brother-in-law also not in. I ask her where is he? She replied, “His sister passed away.” I thought is because she is sick for sometime or probably she is old but according to my cousin sister, she is just 30++ year old and she died after a fall in the toilet. At first they thought it is just a fall but end up she died. Later after a postmortem they discovered she actually got brain stroke and they also discover a tumor in her brain. It is actually a sudden relapse and therefore they need to do a postmortem and category this as unnatural die. I was asking whether she do her body checkup every year or not. My cousin sis says she did but the tumor and stroke is unable to be discovered during the body check up.

Everything seems to happen so suddenly, really I have a thought after talking to my cousin sis,

“We must appreciate and cherish what we have now and do whatever we want to do. We are not able to predict the future and there is no time to regret when something unpredictable really happens.”

Miss Ya….

Recently like there are so many things happen and that is why I got so many things to write in my blog. Not to say that I don’t want to update my blog but I wish to update with something that is happier to share rather than all these unhappiness in my heart.

Last night also, I suppose to go for a dinner happily but end up I didn’t eat anything and go home. Many times I try to control myself not to get angry and try to bear with the things that happen. Just bear and think that it is a small thing then everything will be better. But when I didn’t take the things to heart, why do I need to let other people angry at me? What is the point? I just want to talk nicely. I just want to have a dinner with you. It is really is my mistake? I don’t understand.

Honestly, my character is like this, when I am happy I will keep talking and laughing but when I am not feeling well or not in the mood, I am sorry that I don’t like to talk anything. Maybe this kind of attitude brings troubles for me also.

Remember during my Uni life, I always talk to “Pokky” about my unhappiness and always cry in front of the pc when I am chatting with him in MSN. It has been so long that I never chat with him. Last night he called. I understand why previously Hester told me, she cried when a Uni friend calls her after sometime we graduate. It is really that kind of miss, miss the person who used to see you everyday, talk to you everyday and suddenly he or she is not here for some time. Although I am so unhappy last night but I never mention a thing to Pokky. I am just too happy to get his call, chat with him and listening to his experience in his working life.

"I miss my Uni life, I miss you. Take care and keep in touch!!!"

Scary Story to Sad Story

I suppose to write a blog on “I have never been so scared
before”, but now I feel the title should be “SAD”.

The incident of “I have never been so scared before” is about
the incident that I saw with my own eyes and it is so near to me. I scare until
I don’t know how to react at that time. It was about 1 something at night and I
was already sleeping like a pig. That night, I heard some noise, “bom bom bom
bom” as well as the alarm siren. I thought it was the battle between some thief
and the police so I wake up to look out from the window. I saw a guy is
smashing a car windscreen with a spanner at the multi storey carpark just
opposite to my block. He keeps on smashing although I heard other people shouting;
“Hoi!”. I think his intention is to take the “IU” from the car. After the first
car he went to the second car. His action is fast and still I didn’t see the
police. I wanted to get my phone to call the police but it was too late, he ran
away. But still I called a friend and the friend call the police on my behalf
to mention all the things I saw in the incident. No one call the police before me,
what happen to these Singaporean? Other than that guy who is smashing the
windscreen, I actually saw another guy sitting at the basement seems to be
waiting for him. And later I think they run away in a bike.

“Although it seems to be a normal case to some of you but
this incident rake up on of my bad experience happened when I am a teenager at
about 13-15 year old. People are fighting in front of me in a fast food
restaurant. It is the same as their action is the same and they are holding
something. Also in my mind there is an imagination of that guy holding a knife
rather than the spanner and also chopping a body rather than smashing the car. This
is why I can’t sleep for the whole night, I was so shocked and I was so awake.”

After a while the police came and they only took some
photograph and go. I think Singapore police also almost the same like Malaysia police, “Low efficiency”!!!

So yesterday when I go to work I was so exhausted because I didn’t
sleep for one whole night and actually I am still so scare and don’t really
dare to go out. I took half day leave home for rest and I went to see the
doctor, “Tipu MC Lagi?” but I really need rest. I took MC for yesterday and
today.

Here comes the “SAD” story, I called back to the office just
now before I started to write this blog. Actually I told them I got fever and
actually I did get some fever medicine. The first thing my manager hear, "Hello I am Boon Pei,
I took MC today because I got fever.” his reply is, “Do you know that you have a
lot of things didn’t arrange properly? Ok la, bye!”

"I am a patient, if I am not a patient also I am your
subordinate. Can’t you talk in a better way? This is the second time in the
week (this week just passed 3 days, today is the forth) that I feel I wanted to
give up everything and I wanted to quit. No concern is alright, gossip about
other people to me is alright I just wash my ears and listen. Scold me first
time in the morning when u step in the office, second time when u go out and
come back to the office is alright. Talk about supplier complain me is alright.
How many alright do I have? THERE IS A LIMIT!!! If I am so bad like you say,
just fire me, I think I will have a better things to do rather than staying in
this old, dirty place facing old and dirty people like you."

Actually I can sleep longer in my warm bed with my blanket
but I tell myself. I must wake up to write this blog. I am too sad liao…..

Also sorry because I was too scared and forget to take picture or video of that bugger.

"IU": A device that use to read cash card amount which is sticked to the windscreen   of the car. Can be found mostly on Singaporean car.

World Women’s Day, 8th March 2008

World Women’s day, 8th March. It is also a day when my friend, Ahting is born. This Saturday for celebrating Ahting’s birthday, we went to sing K. 

We plan to watch movie as well but it was cancelled when Hester suggest for BBQ meat at a restaurant. Therefore, after our K session, we went to shop a while and after that we start to divide ourselves into two groups. Ahting and Caroline is taking Hester’s car and Fion and I is taking Dawn’s car. We plan to buy a bag for Ahting but she didn’t manage to spot one. After they left to Hester’s car, Fion, Dawn and I went to buy one for her.

While we are paying for the bag, there is a call
from Ahting. She said, “Hester meet with an accident (hit a signboard / langgar tiang), now the car’s engine oil is leaking.” OMG, in the carpark also can happen this kind thing? We rush all our way there. Hester called her father and he asked the towing car over.

We wait and wait and wait….

After about 45mins, her father came, after one hour, the towing car came in. It took super long for the towing car to reach but then as I know the workshop is somewhere nearby. At the end of the open air car park, not many cars over there and the wind is blowing strong, we are like shooting for MTV over there and people who cross over here will stop to look at us. Kind of interesting happen but poor Hester need to be responsible for her brother’s car. This is the 2nd time this car involved in accident but this new car is only use for about one month plus.

At first the accident is not notice by the management of the complex. Later when they notice, they brought a piece of paper for us. We thought we are going to pay for the "tiang" that is broken but it is actually a reporting or complaining letter. Haha…we get this opportunity to put all the blame to this complex. So bad of us…..

"On the next day, I get to know there is an unhappy thing happen on the same day which we think it shouldn’t happen and shouldn’t happen to this person. Now we are worry about this person. We only hope, this person is able to get back to normal life soon and be happy. All the best Wishes to you!!!"

MC Day 20080307

I didn’t go to work today. I got an MC but I am not sick at
all. I am just feeling that I am so fed up and feeling so boring with my work. I
always feel tired when I am going to work as well as when I went back from
work. Actually I am still so young and I sleep enough 7 hours a day. I should
not have this kind of feeling. I told Francis (my colleague) about this and he
says, “It is all because you don’t like this job and you are not interested in
this job.” I consider this statement and I found it so true.

I went to the doctor last night. Plan to tell the doctor
that I have headache, actually I am so excited to get the MC. Although I said, “I
planned to tell the doctor I am having headache”, but I am really having
headache when I see the doctor because I waited for quite some time. Then the
doctor asked me to have a good rest at home and gave me one day MC. Hurray!!!~~

Actually why I choose to take MC today? This is because my
manager has been working at oversea for about two weeks and as I know he is
coming back today. I don’t want him to load up all the works for me today and which
I think it will spoil my weekend mood. So I decide to take it today.

However, I do a miscalculation with the wrong information he
gave me. He is not back to the office today. I get to know it from my colleague
and therefore I feel so guilty that there is no one else in my department
today. “Service department close shop today!!”

Although I was asked to have a good rest and plan to enjoy
my first MC Day in this company but my heart is still in the office. Too bad… 

~~Something meaningful~~

I find the below very interesting and this is why I wanna share it here with you all. Enjoy reading and have some thought about it…

-        Those who appear to be very strong in heart are real weak and most susceptible

-        Those who spend their time protecting others are the ones that really need someone to protect them

-        The three most difficult things to say are: I Love you, Sorry and Help me

-        Those who dress in red are most confident in themselves

-        Those who dress in yellow are those that enjoy their beauty

-        Those who dress in black are those who want to be unnoticed and need your help and understanding

-        When you help someone, the help is returned in two folds

-        It is easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone face to face but it has more value when you say it face to face

-        If you ask for something in faith, your wishes are granted

Lunar New Year 2008

I am turning 24 year old as in lunar year, haiyo….sound so
old. Haha….

But I think I can feel that my gang in hometown is really
getting old because we got not much place to go, we got not much things to do.
I have to start work on the fifth day of Lunar New Year. So from first day
until the fourth day, I have been going out with the same people doing the same
thing. Some different programs are:

- First day: Went out to my grandpa and other
relatives’ house (father side)

- Second day: Went to relatives’ house again
(mother side)

- Third day: Went to watch midnight show “Kung Fu
Dunk” with another two friends.

- Fourth day: KL friends come to visit us. (This
is with the same gang and doing the same thing also)

What is the same thing that I mentioned? Gambling lor…..

But in this new year, I discovered something, I really grow
old liao (again?) because I get to go out with my friend until so late night
and my mum didn’t call to ask me to go back. Haha…not so worried already…

Feel so boring to come back to work in office, but what to
do? Work like normal but get a chance to go to my boss house to have a dinner
and have
some game. Also to get ang pow lor… We had buffet dinner, we drank
some wine, we draw our own ang pow, we play bingo that can win money and we (me
only) have some photographs. Quite fun because of the crowd also not really fun
because only one or two kaki is ngam key de…

In conclusion, this Lunar New Year let me feel I am OLD ady and Lunar
New Year is getting boring and boring from year to year.

Valentine’s Day 2008

A place call “Chijmes” is where I had my Valentine’s Day
dinner. This is actually a very nice building that is an old church. When I
first step in this place, I feel myself appear in the fairy tales or in drama.
I was like going to dine in a palace or something like I am a princess going
for a ball. OMG, the environment is superb.The atmosphere is great.  Actually
there are few restaurants in this building; he actually booked a few for
different timing depends on the time when we arrived. So considerate right?

When we reached there, we can see almost every lady is
holding a bouquet of flower but not me. Maybe I feel a little bit of uneasy but
don’t care la, just enjoy myself in dramatic kind of dinner. We sit at an
outdoor table with lots of couple besides us, but are there anyone can tell
that we are actually not a couple? We ordered t
he valentine’s dinner set which
I think everyone there is ordering the same. 

Something interesting happen when we are waiting for our
dishes to arrive. The couple that sit beside us is the couple that park their
car beside us. The guy looks so smart and nice. The lady as mentioned by him is
a pretty lady. Half way of the dinner, this guy when to his car to get
something. He gets the lady a red color box, guess what is the lady replies? “
How come it is Chinese New Year wrapping?” Haha… But when she opens it, it is
some kind of diary in it. I can see, every page in the diary was written with
some wording. After some time, I look back again to that lady, she is wiping
her tears and the guy is keeping away the diary for her. I was wondering, what
is written in the diary? I have some urge to look at it too… it must be some
very romantic words inside.  

After the dinner, he sent me home. He did mention that he is
not going to buy any gift for me but…. he took something out for me when we
arrive at my flat. I am so surprise when he took out the present and a card for
me. I went home and open the gift. Oh my goodness is an IPOD… I was stuck at
that time and I don’t know how should I response.

Honestly, I feel so great today. I never feel that I can be
invited to such a place or present to such a gift. I am so pampered by him. Thank
you.

For him, “Thank you so much for the wonderful experience and
great feeling you gave me that night. Just wanted to let you know I feel the
warm and love that you gave me which I think I am not able to forget it in my
whole life. This is the first and most wonderful Valentine’s Day dinner in my
life. Thank you so much so much!”