Ma Maison restaurant, as I mentioned in my last blog that
this is a nice restaurant. I went there consecutively in two days but I was
invited there. The second time I am there is to have my Valentine’s Day eve
dinner. This time I was there with CS.
During the dinner, I got a weird kind of feeling that he is
not really happy on that day but he doesn’t want to tell me, what is actually
going on. As I mentioned before, I like the atmosphere there so much but to
him, it is normal and nothing special. Anyway, he mentioned in his blog that he
is actually happy enjoying the dinner on that day but both of us can’t walk
much because of the pain caused by our new shoes.
This is so true and this is why we just sit by the river
side to have ice-cream rather than going shopping. It seems to be sweet and
nice having ice-cream together by the river but I think I spoil the feel. I
feel quite bad and sorry to him.
After the ice-cream, I can’t bear with my leg pain and we
went to buy plaster for our leg and at the same time I wanted to get something
for my friends. I think he is quite disappointed with me for buying those
things in front of him but I think at the same time I am not understanding
enough. Anyway, thank you so much for being so understand and bought for me the
very cute and nice plaster.

During our way to the MRT station, he passes me the present
he prepares for me but I feel a bit embarrass for not preparing anything for
him. Later he insists to send me back until my door step. I really think that
it is not so convenient and it is quite late for him to reach home. So I insist
he send me to the bus station. I grab my bag of thing from him and he seems to
be so angry with me or maybe he try to act cool. He turned back and walks away
after I grab my bag. I thought he is just stopping at that point and I am the
one to keep on walking. But I am wrong; he walked away without saying goodbye
or good night to me. What kind of attitude is this? To me this is too rude,
such a bad impression I had that night.

On 12th February, we (Me, SC, Mei and Mei’s bf) went to this
restaurant, Ma Maison at Clark Quay which is a Japanese Western restaurant to
celebrate for Mei’s
Birthday. The environment is so nicely decorated, the food
is nice and the atmosphere is so perfect for couple or Valentine’s Day. I was
actually telling Mei that she should come here with her boyfriend tomorrow for
the Valentine’s dinner.





There, we ordered the
appetizer: Caesar Salad, Scallop and
Escargot (Virgin try) and our main course: burger steaks and pastas. The food
is not only decorated nicely, it is delicious. This is the first time I came to
such restaurant. It seems to be like a Japanese restaurant as the workers
welcome us in Japanese and the doorstep of the restaurant is decorated like a
Japanese shop hut but the inner decoration is all western style with all sorts
of western dishes in the menu.

This restaurant is not only serving food and normal drinks, it serves as
a bar as well and to me, this is such a wonderful place to relax your mind and
to have a romantic (the whole restaurant is light up with yellow lamp and
candlelight) and nice dining with family or friends
What are the criteria you need to have to be a Crying Baby? Can you cry when u just listen to a song? Can you cry when you watch a scene in a drama or movie? Cam you cry for an email that might not be true? Can you cry when you watch an MTV? Can you cry when someone say a joke to you?
Let me tell you, I can. To my friends, it is so normal to see me cry for a song or a drama or a touching email. What about the joke?
I cried for the jokes last night. People treat it as a joke but to me, I think it means something in your heart so that you say it out to me. Maybe I should say I am so sensitive to words.
What usually is your expectation to a friend? Do you say that your friend is using you when you try to spend more time with them to prevent you from lonely? What do you think? I heard this friend telling me that I am using my friends around me because I told him that I want to spend more time with them so that I won’t be so lonely and won’t think so much of bad things. I feel hurt and sad with these words.
Secondly, there is another friend saying that I am cheating his love. Am I? Maybe there is this Mister words is correct also (I didn’t mean to admit anything because I say MAYBE). He said this because of my character and also because of my action with my friends, they will misunderstood but, this is me, this is how I perform myself, should I change? I was hurt with these words also. So hurt… So I hope to stop everything at this moment but so hard for me…..
A crying baby cries for these two phrases last night and make her eyes swollen. Is it worth to cry or should I take it as a joke and forget about it? Should I continue what I am now or should I change to someone that is totally different?
Someone, please advice!! So confusing and so tired to think of all these. I don’t want these things to bother me, to make me so unhappy. I want to have a Happy Chinese New Year!!!