Meeting with FISH LEONG

So lucky, Wen manage to get to call in to the radio station Yes933, sing Fish Leong’s song and out of five choose only two, he manages to get a pair of ticket to the high tea session with Fish Leong and fans. At first we thought there is only one ticket given to him for the high tea so we are deciding whether he wants to get in by himself or I will go on behalf for him. At the same time, we are waiting for confirmation from the staff in the radio station to inform us when and where to collect the ticket. The event is held on Saturday, 17 Nov 2007 and we only get the notification on Friday night. However, we are happy to get that message because we manage to get “ONE PAIR” of the ticket. Hahaha….we are so happy because we are able to go together.

Honestly this is not a fun event because Fish Leong is not performing. The performances are carried out by her fans from the Fish Leong Singapore Fans club. They sing, act and dance and there are some games played in the event.

When it reaches the game session, the host is asking who wanted to join them and everyone was so shy to join them, so no one raises their hand. I was the only one wearing green poked dot that day and the host says, “why not we invite the lady in her green poked dot shirt on stage?” Then I was so embarrassing but to go up and join the game. Wen was also wearing green that day and the host invited him as well.
Actually the event and other Fish Leong’s event is sponsored by this candy call, “IMPACT”. Before the game session, the host and Fish Leong is introducing the candy. Later the game is to ask us to guess which is Fish Leong favorites favor? Although I guess it correct ly (PEACH) but still those guess wrongly get the gift. I get to shake hand with her when I get the present from her but unfortunately the one who took my camera didn’t do a good job to take a photo for me.

Anyway, to get to see her is quite fortunate. Let it be in my memory. She is someone who is sporting, petite and sweet. Looks a bit like Angela Zhang as well as my friend Dawn (I mean the size). Conclusion: “SUI”!!!

Not forgotten the host is also a DJ in Yes 933, Chong Qing, he is also petite type, if I stand beside them, I look like giant. He is a friendly person and knows how to joke well. While we are standing there waiting for the photograph session, he even promote his show to us.

We get the ticket from Yes 933 and we got a group photo with Fish Leong, they say wanted to use only one camera to take the photo, not sure whether they get my email address and send the photo to me or not? Too bad……

Deepavali

Deepavali is a celebration or festival in our country and that is why it is a public holiday and we don’t have to work. I was planning where I should go and what I should do on that day but no conclusion. Activities are there when the day has come.

During the holiday eve, I have great night scenery at Sentosa and sit in the “expensive” cable car. When I was at the cable car station, I saw a couple having their candle light dinner in the Cable car and there is a bouquet of flower for the lady. So romantic ne!!! But anyway I am not going to have a chance there. Night scene at Sentosa is nice, as well as Mount Faber where there is “artificial snow”. It was a great night but unfortunately I am tired walking in my high heels after one day working and my camera’s battery goes flat very fast as I met a lousy photographer.

The next day on Deepavali, I went out with Mei and Fong to Vivo for a super nice lunch. I really don’t know how to describe the food there because it is simply too nice and I should say it is affordable. You can say I am “Sua Ku” but really it is nice. In addition, I like Japanese food so much. Here, I would like to officially introduce to you, “Sushi Tei”. Later I left Mei and Fong because I feel paiseh walking like a lamp post with them but I really want to thank them for the sumptuous lunch and sorry for leaving both of you so soon.

After left Mei and Fong, I met a friend, “J” at the same complex. We shop there but I didn’t get to buy the things I want because of the price of the things there and also the queue. Try clothes also need to queue, buy ice-cream also need to queue. No one wants to queue with me so forget it, not going to get any.

Later we left the complex and we went to J’s sister’s house. J dyes hair there but I waited so long there and feel a bit boring. I think J didn’t realize it. I know I can’t complain anything as I myself want to follow and if I go home also I will be boring watching TV alone. Finally we are able to go for a nice dinner then go home but at that time I am already so tired because of sitting and waiting for so long.

            “Anyway, my mood at that time is still good as I am having holiday, no need to work, I get to go shopping, try nice food, and take pictures.”

Something spoilt my mood before I go to sleep on that night. At first it was a joke but it becomes something so disappointed to me when I try to say more about the joke. The other party in the conversation suddenly changes the voice tone and makes me feel like, “Why? Did I say something wrongly? I was just saying what I hope and what I think is necessary so that the future is not going to be hard. Am I wrong? I am not sure.” Even after that the other party apologizes to me, I really don’t feel like to further our conversation and so I say I wanted to sleep and I terminated the conversation. This happy day is spoilt by this conversation as well as my working Friday and my weekend. Whole day on Friday, I was so down and feeling unhappy keeps thinking of the conversation. I thought of going for manicure, pedicure and nail art for the weekend as I am going to attend a wedding dinner on Saturday but really no mood for it and it is also because I can’t get nice clothes for myself for the wedding dinner. So disappointed!!

More disappointed thing is, the party that makes me disappointed doesn’t realize it at all.

Philosophies:

1. “It is really hard sometime to maintain a relation no matter it is a love relation, friendship or relationship with family. You all should be guessing that the other party that I mention is it my boyfriend? Why am I so disappointed if that person is not my boyfriend? The answer is, “Not my boyfriend, I also don’t know why I am so disappointed, perhaps our relation is not normal.””
2. “It is something hard for a lady to go for window shopping without getting anything either it is the thing that the lady plan to buy or it is something that just “I like it at the first sight.””

Everyone, this is him, my manager that I always complain……..

I got his photo that day when one of our client request from him to apply for an access pass to get into our client premise to work. When I saw this picture I can’t control to laugh out. So I put a small note in my MSN saying, “Who wants to see my “S” manager photo, please let me know, will send to you soon.” (‘S’ stand for stupid) I am sorry to use this word but really he treats me so badly and I am forced to use this word on him.

Totally I sent out to four people. One of them started to swear, “Mahai” when he saw this picture and wanted to delete it straight away but I ask him to keep it to chase away those dirty things (Bi xie). Another one says, “Oh My God!!” One of them do not want to accept the photo at all because she says, he is too “Yong Suei”. Lastly, this one only say, “Why he looks like this?”

My friends have the same thinking with me why this kind of look can be a manager and even worst when I show one of my friend his draft of letter for me to type in words. Sometime, is really hard to know what he wrote and his grammar is so bad and actually I really dun understand why he needs me to do duplicate work? He is a manager but how come is not able to use the computer to type in a simple correspondent or an email for the supplier or customer?

He is such kind of person who only want to make himself safe from scolding or being lose out but he never think about other people. He does not like to follow the rules or procedure in the company in his work but we are and ISO certified company. I am his closest colleague to do all the works for him but I don’t understand why he still wants to keep things from me (involved in works). He always skipped the procedure and keep something from me and this makes me not sure of what I am doing. But I understand because he got no power in this company. Because of his lack of power although he got this post as a manger but a lot of things, I still need to get the approval from other department or the sales manager.

A lot of time when he ask me to do something he will says, “this one when u free u only do la,” Does it means I can say I am busy all the time? Thing that need to be used on Wednesday, does it consider not important? “Taking a deep breath before talking” one of his actions when I want to clarify something with him. (Is that so hard for you to answer my question?) But when I don’t want to listen so much from him or when I am busy with work, he will come over to feed me with his technical knowledge in this industry. So sleepy and boring to hear him talking in such a slow way….

After three months I work here I already thought of leaving but this is not because I don’t like my colleagues or environment. The thing that let me think of leaving is because of my manager and they way he works for this company, so different from me.

"I only hope he can be more understanding and not make anything difficult for me in the office. In a company is just like in a smaller country, there are rules and regulation, when someone break the rules sure there will be something unpleasant happen and there will be a chaos."

Here is his picture and also a draft of his draft. Really cannot bear with it……..