(@.@) DREAM (@.@)

Posted on October 22, 2007 by phayelay.
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What is dream? Why people will dream of something when they sleep? Everything seems so natural yet it is so mysterious.

  1. Some people would say that dreams are the happenings we encounter during the day time.
  2. Some people will say that dreams are the event we hope that it will happen to us.
  3. Some even says, we dream because we are too tired during the day time.

To me I think the first and the third one is true. I dream of the even happen to me in the day time in my office and also because I am too tired during the day time.

I hope that the second kind of dream won’t happen to me because I dream of caterpillars climbing onto my body and I can’t feel it. I only feel it when I was told.

Why this kind of weird dream can happen to me? I can’t understand, anyone who can explain to me?

“From dictionary.com, dream is a succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep.”

Anyway, I hope not to have anymore bad dream in my sleep as I will still think of it when I am awake. If can, I don’t want to have anymore dream.

Write because of anger…..

Posted on by phayelay.
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I believe everyone encounter working in a cold office where the air-con cannot be turn or switch to a higher temperature. In my office, it was cold also but actually I can switch the air-con to a higher temperature. In my department there are only 3 of us and we share one air-con. From one of my colleague request, the air-con should be 25°C or below. Normally we put it to 26°C as usually only two of us in the office, my Manager is not in. The other colleague of mine asked me to face the flipper of the air-con down to my manager place so that the wind won’t blow to me and make me so cold, wrapped myself like a dumpling.

Yesterday was a raining day, I don’t know why I feel quite stuffy in my room also and as I m ok with this kind of environment as long as I am not too cold then I won’t do anything. I just let it be. Then, there is one colleague come in to our room and say our room is like an oven. Then I say not I turn on that high. Then my manager says he did and is because of me. (* Think he is so generous and gentleman) but actually he want to tell me that the flipper always turn to face him. Then I reply back, I only do it when he is not in the office, not in his seat, he says the flipper although blow over to me, the air actually spread around in the room already. I understand what he is going to say but did he actually sit on my place for one whole day and try? At his place he actually didn’t feel anything at all. Where is his generosity and gentleman?
Maybe you all won’t think anything serious as he is the manager and he got the right to do anything he likes. But please la, I got sensitive nose and I always sneeze in the office. Cold is like a kind for torture to me. But does u know how he tries to joke with me regarding my sneezing? He always ask me this when I sneeze, “Last night go to watch star?” (=.=’) Cold right? 

Ok, if still you think this is not enough, let me ask you; is it possible for you to send out a quotation to the customer with all the details blank and only incomplete calculation? I am a graduate not an idiot le…. He didn’t look into the file, he says, “No, this is not right, this is not complete quotation to send out.” (=.=’)

Haih, maybe you all cant understand what so serious about these matter but I think when you all get a chance to work with this kind of people who always want himself to be save but let other people to face the danger and problem, you will know how torturing it is.

I hope time can pass faster so that I can get rid of this place faster.

“EVERYONE WISH ME GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST, GET RID OF THIS STUPID PLACE SOONEST!”

~~WORK~~

Posted on October 8, 2007 by phayelay.
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Hey, how are you all? It has been some time since I wrote my last blog about my job. It has been three months I work in this company. It is not short and it is not long either. But here come some conclusions about work.

  • Work is such a boring task
  • Work is tiring
  • Work is only for money
  • Work is the same as we are doing the same task every day
  • Work is not an easy thing because we will get scolded

If work is this bad, why do we still need to work? Why not we just find something we like to do? Maybe I should say, we do not have a choice to our fate and to choose everything good in world. Honestly, there are so much different between a full time and a part time worker. I was once a part time worker where I enjoyed my works a lot but not for now a full time job.

After having this work also, I feel so proud for others who can actually do the things they like and gain from there. To tell the truth, this is not the job I wanted to do and I need to force myself to it because I need this job to feed myself. Anyhow, three months already passed and I have been confirmed as a permanent employee in this company.

I dun like this company that much but there is something I can gain here. I keep my promise to myself because this won’t be the only job for me and it is not going to be forever.

I look forward to a brighter future in a better environment. I hope everyone of you is going to have a bright future also. Like what Chinese says, “Everyone is born with their own capabilities.” This will depends on how you evaluate your capabilities and where are you going to implement your capabilities in your life.

Gambateh everyone, there is a bright future waiting for you!!!