When a Girl Cry for a Guy…………

"If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn’t take it anymore. If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life; If you let her go, she couldn’t go back to being herself anymore. A girl wont cry easily, except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak. A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she’s the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life. Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz of your decision, you ruin her life. When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, look into her eyes, can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s feeling? Think, which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, infront of you, and bcoz of you? She cry not because she is weak, she cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity. She cry, because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain,hurt,n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside. Guys, think about it, if a girl cry her heart out 2 you and all because of you, its time to look back on wat u have done, only you will know the answer to it. Do consider it, coz one day, it may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".

To my friends…
Dont do this to a girl, you may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she’s the only one that love YOU the most.
Guys.. If u hav a gal who cry 4 u.. think wat u should do straight a"

I get this paragraph of words from an email and find it really interesting. Maybe I know how the girl feels in the way describe above and I am one of them who cried for my love one. In a love journey, there is always something unhappy happens but the happiness appear after that. Cherish the love one that you have, if your love one haven’t appear, don’t worry, it will appear one day..

Fun, Enjoy but Tired!!!

All released after everything is completed except one more presentation. I didn’t go to the campus that often anymore because fewer classes are conducted while more sleeping time is allocated. Haha…….. Last Friday (06042007) is Meei Ling’s birthday. We celebrated with her in Redbox, The Curve. Again we booked the VIP room equipped with plasma TV, bar counter and also PS2. We sang from 2pm until 8pm, until all of us already don’t know what to sing. Actually I am having sore throat on that day, planned not to sing so much but really can’t control and sang a lot. While we are singing, the birthday girl is CRAZYing with the guys playing dices, which I don’t know how to play. Their punishment are too cruel and “geli”. They smell socks, shoes, cake spread on the face, nose and mouth, kissing and kneel down to say “I love you” or “can u marry me?”. Anyway, it is really fun to go out in one big group of people. In addition there is someone I have never been out together joined in this party. It is a pleasure. After the Karaoke session, we went to a cafe restaurant at Section 17, 6-10 café. This café is famous with its western grill food, steak and chop and also nasi lemak. The portion served is quite large and the price is also reasonable. The taste is just YUMMY YUMMY!!!

It is just the time to enjoy life. After Friday hang out for one whole day, it was tired but Saturday is also another hang out day. Since we are not studying on Sunday, we must enjoy our Saturday as well. When I wake up at Saturday’s morning, it is almost time for lunch. I was persuaded to join for a lunch at “Highway Café Restaurant” at somewhere far from PJ. Haha…….. I was quite embarrassing to appear there because I am not really in the context of that lunch. It was supposedly be a gathering for ex-colleagues but I am not one of them. I just become so thick skinned to join them but fortunately I am welcomed. Actually I am considering that talkative kind of person but end up I got nothing to say in that context. Weird situation isn’t it? Anyway, the food there is really really nice and the portion is sosososo big….. I can’t even really finish my course, luckily someone willing to eat my share. Thank you to Mr. TTF although I am not really familiar with you and only meet you twice but thank you for the meal. Hihi…. Why suddenly become so polite?? Is this me? Yes, this is me, always me!!!

After that, went to Midvalley with Eddy and the road is like sosososososo jam…. Planned to get my formal shirt or pants there but end up get nothing. Poor Eddy need to walk so long with me although he is already tired. But at least we enjoyed something nice. Asam laksa at the 2^nd or 3^rd floor of Jaya Jusco. Really worth a try. After that we get back home and have our bath. Actually planned to have some nice sleep but it is too early and there is nothing I can do. Again, I was attracted to join in the Hitz.fm 10^th year old party at 1 Utama. At first, it was Eddy who say wanna go for the car show but later heard that Sc and others are there also. Seems like more people more fun so I decided to go. Honestly, I didn’t know much about those Malaysian artist, band and DJs on the stage but I was just enjoying the music and the crowd there. But the yum cha session at Murni after the party is even better and more comfortable. Sitting together and talk talk talk…..kepohing other people things is more fun. The drink is so big and nice and the roti also not bad o!!!

After all, it was fun and enjoyable Friday and Saturday but tired also!!! Today (Sunday) become so good to stay at home, boiled my own favorite soup for meals but caught up with flu that makes me feel tiring also. Now is only 11 something and I think I am going to get some sleep so that I am able to wake up tomorrow morning for class. Feels like I didn’t go for class for so long. Good night and sweet dreams!!! (^@^)

Bad Luck Continues………

Finally I am able to go back to my hometown after one month staying in KL without going back. The purpose of going back is to go to pray and clean up the grave of my ancestor for the “Qing Ming” festival. I am so excited last Friday to bring all my things back and thanks to Meimei for sending me to PuduRaya. I reach there about 5 something in the afternoon and I bought a 6pm ticket. So I decided to go tapao from the KFC opposite and wait to eat in the bus. I went down to the platform before 6pm when I saw a bus coming in, unfortunately that is not the bus that should board in. I keep on waiting and one by one the bus came in, NON of the bus is going back to my hometown. There are lot more people waiting there and the platform is kind of FULL. I was in the crowd until 8pm when the bus arrived in addition, that bus is for 6.30pm passengers. Luckily I am able to control myself not making any fuss there. I board the bus at that time, 8 pm and it departs soon. But it was so jammed from PuduRaya until Seremban and later the car cannot go fast from Seremban since there are lots of car in the highway. When I board the bus, I am already so hungry and tired. My bag is damn heavy. I start to enjoy my KFC combo but…….the ZINGER burger (the meat) is sosososososo salty……… When I was in the bus, I read magazine and listen to my mp3 but end up no more battery. Even see some small cockroach walking around in the bus at the side and on the glass. Guess I reach  home at what time?? Den den den den….the answer is around 2.30-3am. I need to wake up at 6.30am in the morning to go to my grandparents (mother side) grave so I only sleep 3 hours that day. But I am willing to do so since this is something that I should do for them. It is only once a year and I miss home so much. The next day also I need to pray at another grave which is my grandma (father side) grave. When we are ready to go out early in the morning, it started to rain. So we wait until the rain is less heavy and we depart but on the road, it already started to jam again. Furthermore, in the jam, I need to hear my nagging father nagging all the way about 1 hour from home until we reach the destination. Haih, so suai…………. So most of the time I was caught in the jam and I didn’t get enough sleep. This is why on the day I came back to KL I was having a flu and caught in the rain again. Sneezing all the way from my hometown until KL until my home and until I sleep. I can’t even concentrate on my FYP programming that I need to hand in on the next day. Terrible….. Why I say bad luck continued?? If all of the above is not bad enough, here come the asam laksa I bought yesterday AGAIN got HOUSEFLY inside. It is the 4^th time in 2 weeks that I get this kind of uneaten able thing in my meal. Suai or not??? Wish something good is coming. Oh ya, there is a good new after all there bad news…. I finally finished my FYP and I can say goodbye to FYP lor……. Hurray!!!!