Bad luck, bad luck and bad luck……. Please don’t compare with me about bad luck because I feel it so much coming towards me!!! First, I tapao fried rice from the shop opposite my house. I love it so much and yet I ate something “metal brush”, you know those use to wash wok that kind? It is in my fried rice. Now feeling something stuck in my throat. Don’t know whether that is another piece of metal other than the one I throw away or is because I am having soar throat? Haih…… tried to drink more water to flush it down, try to eat rice, mee and anything that I thought it is useful but still it is there. Never mind, forget about it and went for other food, maybe it will flush out in a few days time. So, went for wantan mee near my house also….. Usually wantan mee is served with soup right? First bowl of soup serve with a housefly inside, dead one!! Change another bowl please……. Here comes the second bowl, it is served with a veggie worm inside!!! Haih, bad luck!!!! Six people eating together but why only I get it?? Never mind lor….. Change another bowl please…………. The waiter there also will laugh and at first he don’t believe my eyes that it is veggie worm, he stills want to argue that is something like cabbage stem or something like that. Thanks to Eddy, manage to convince him about it. But it is a veggie worms anyway. Haih, so terrible la!!! Hope no more bad things coming towards me anymore….. Shu shu all go away………………..
I heard so much about sad lovers’ story and I heard so much about the disagreement within or between couples. Even I am like that but why still being together? This is a confusing situation isn’t it? I heard about a friend who is so much disagree with his girlfriend attitudes and he feels that they are different in some sense but he still treat her so well and being together with her. I always complain about “him” and yet we are still together for so long. What is actually the verb or term “Compatible” means? How to determine whether that person is compatible or not? Why always those we thought will get together didn’t get together yet those are not so potential get together and able to stay for so long? What happen to the “LOVE WORLD”? He says, if I say that word three years ago, we are able to be together, but I think four years ago I was waiting for his word. Haha…..everything is…. (How to say?) already like that. Haha…. Maybe there is no changes can be made to current situation although we are still complaining about our partner. No matter how bad they are, the happy moment and sweet time being together is always there and this is why the love is still there and able to stand for so long. The bitter moment is something that we will always voice out because we want to forget them. Those sweet one are those we keep in the heart to remember and to recall back. (^.^) Can I say human loves to complain? After complain, the heart feels better, isn’t it?
** To whom it is concern; I don’t know what the happy things between you and her are, because all I heard from you is the dissatisfaction of you towards her. What I hope to hear from you is how happy you are with her. I don’t want to feel any regret and I don’t want you to regret in anything as well. But I would like to let know you, I did regret for certain things in my life. Gambateh o!! Work hard for your future. I will always be there to hear from you. Be happy and stay healthy!!! (^.^)
Finally, FYP handed in. Although the demo is still on, on next Wednesday but everything is done!!! We are graduating soon and feel so released. Just like we are just released from jail. The only thing that we want to do is to give ourselves a break and enjoy. This is why, we choose to go clubbing again lor…… Haha……. Another fun outing and the number of people increased to 14 people. This time, I manage to see some of them in a crazy manner that I have never seen before. Also, some looks so unusual and it is nice. In this 14 people, three was 
drunk. Although they are drunk, the degree of drunk is not higher than the last time. This time is also same with two bottles of whiskey but seems not enough for us. I didn’t get to drink much after I come back from the dance pool. After that, I started to take care of those who are vomiting in the toilet. Haha….. What I did was just go to take tissues, salt and lemon for them. Stay with them until they get the mood to vomit. 
Haha…..but luckily I stay with them in the toilet corner and I am able to see DJ, Joey. Refer to Ann Chee, that DJ is a famous one and appeared in Pepsi-cola advertisement before. He is quite an easy going person and looks good so, I manage to get a photo with him before he went into the toilet. Haha…… (nak kencing pun sibuk)….. Back to the drunk topic, I know why people will get drunk after they drink a lot, but until now I still can’t figure out why they will vomit and want cause them to vomit? After they are drunk, they become so talkative, so hot and red on the face and walk also not straight. Who talks to me lot in that night? From last time, the drunker become the driver and the drivers become the drunker for this time. I am still the same. Not drunk and still can drive. Friend please bear in mind, “Do not drink if you want to drive, do not drive if you want to drink!!!”
To many people, this is not a big deal but to me, I feel so sad about it. It was my watches, LOST!!! Is Wen who took my watches to change the batteries and each batteries cost RM 15, the watch needs 2 batteries. Another watch I thought got problem because it stopped before, so I ask him to bring to check also. After change the battery, when he wants to show me. He found that it is not inside his bag anymore. It is not at the place he put. IT IS LOST!!!! Those two watches are from my friend 3 years ago and they are NOT CHEAP. Total cost about RM600. To some of you maybe that is nothing so big deal is only RM600 for TWO but to me, it is something so precious and something that I so fond of. Can you imagine how is the feeling of losing something precious in your life and something you like so much??? I know it was probably just a watch; I can buy a new one. But there is no guarantee for getting something I like so much yet suit me yet is comfortable. One of the watches is an advertisement watch meaning it is put on posters of that watch company. So, that watch will be more expensive than others. It is also a special one with 2 clocks on the same watch. Haih…..describing it like this make me miss it more and feel sadder. Everyone see that watch on my hand is like WOW, a nice watch, so special!!! Now??? NO more lor…..not I want to show anything about that watch but it is NICE!!! Hope I can forget about it and hope I can get one that I like so much just like this watch.Now I am so regret why i didn’t take a photo of it!!! (;_:)
Haih, is all FYP in mind. Wanted to finish my FYP 
as soon as possible but I am stuck with my programming part of my system. Seems like PROGRAMMING is such a hard thing for me. Haih………LUCKILY, I got this classmate call Ann Chee which is a very nice person. Although she is a top student but she is never proud or stingy to share her knowledge and skills. She even invited me to her house and plans to do FYP together with me and at the same time she can guide me if I got some prob. So thankful to her!!! (9 Mac-11 Mac) I stay at her so call NEW house but no one stay there. There was equipped with all the furniture and electrical appliances. Whole house is air-conditioned. Sososososo nice le……Never feels hot in that room. The temperature is so wonderful. There, we have our time to do our work until late night, we have our 
meal accordingly. We have our tea time when 
necessary and we have our entertainment as well. Want to know what is our entertainment? Haha….. (“Sing K”) and (take photos with our webcam on our laptop). It was such a wonderful weekend. I manage to do so much of my project, almost 70%. I am so happy in this weekend. Not only that, I am able to get to see how happy is her family and they are all so nice. But really feel a bit shy to trouble them so much. Her mum even prepare nice food for me o!!! 
Need to trouble her sister to send me back to PJ also. Quite “mafan” actually. Anyway, still need to thank them so much for their hospitality. It is a nice experience!!!!
What so good about gambling? Why human like to gamble? To me gambling is fine but the timing is important. Once a while, when u go to Genting, during the CNY, is ok to gamble. But now, CNY already passed and yet people are still gambling. If a person is rich and have the ablility to gamble then that is fine. Why someone without the ability to survive sometime still want to gamble? If u use the money u left to gamble, why don’t you use the money to get something necessary? Isn’t it more practical? Few days ago, i even saw UTAR students bring poker cards to Uni and play in the lecture hall while waiting for class. Is this a healthy activity to do while waiting for class? What changes the world, make it like this? People, please think carefully because u gamble, it is not something that is really so fun as you think because the consequences might be bad……….. (^_^)
Sleepaholic, a person who sleeps a lot. Am I a sleepaholic or am I too tired? Maybe is genetic, everyone in my family sleeps a lot. My mum, my dad and my brothers all sleep a lot. To us, we need a lot of sleep than usual people and we can sleep a lot. We sleep in the car between destinations, afternoon when there is nothing to do and also must sleep early at night.
After start studying in KL, the habit of sleeping early is no longer there but the habit of sleeping in the afternoon is a must. If I didn’t sleep in the afternoon sure I will not be able to work late with my things. These few days, my afternoon nap is too long to me. I try to sleep for an hour to two but end up I sleep until three to four hours. It was uncontrollable meaning, when I wake up is already three to four hours. Today, I sleep at around 4.30pm in the afternoon and when I wake up, I was shock that the sky is dark and is about 8.00pm. What happen to me?? Am I too tired or that is my sleeping habit?? How can I get rid of this habit?? But the habit also depends because when I am doing something like shopping or going out somewhere, sure won’t feel sleepy. Haha………… this is normal I think. The easiest way for me to get to sleep is to travel in car (can sleep from car start until reach destination) from KL to Johor and lying on my house sofa watching television. No matter how I want to watch and like the show, I will still fall asleep on that sofa. I am wondering why I am so tired all the time. Is there anything lack in my body makes me so tired? Or maybe I am overloaded with works, using too much of my brain cells. Haha……………
Why suddenly I think of writing about sleepaholic? This is because I read an article about it regarding a woman saying she is a sleepaholic. But I think I am more serious than her. She only needs to wake up after 9.00am every day then her day will be fine. To me, sleeping is never enough. Even I wake up at 12noon, I will still need to sleep again in the afternoon around 3.00pm to 5.00pm. If there is nothing to do at night, I can sleep at 10.00pm.haha….this is more serious right???
Although it really suffer when I got a lot of works to do and I am feeling sleepy but can sleep to me is a fortune and in a sense that I am able to sleep well. I keep dreaming there few days when I sleep, that is why I slept overtime because the story continues. People say I will dream because I am too tired and I think too much. People also says what we think in the day will appear in our dream at night. Is this true?? Sometime it might be true but sometime I can’t even imagine why I will dream of such thing that I never meet, see or think before. Dreaming is kind of story to me and for some dream, it continues from the previous dream.
So, what am I? Tired or sleepaholic? Tired sleepaholic, sha sha fen bu qing chu!!!!haha……… (^.^)
After 8 days of Chinese New Year in my hometown, I came back to KL and plan to concentrate in my FYP. So, I didn’t bring back any New Year clothes back. I am busy from the day I came back to KL since assignment and FYP need to be accomplished at the same time. On 28 February 2007, I suggest to go to a friend house in KL to visit his house and also his family. End 
up; we go in a gang but not only to one house. We went to four houses and the FGS temple in Jenjarom. It was a fun outing but still in the outing mind is not really there (thinking about FYP). Suppose this is a happy outing but it happens to be unhappy in somewhere in the trip. Maybe is my own sensitivity and my own perception on words making me felt sad but I really don’t know I would get this kind of word and action. Anyway, the Chinese New Year decoration in the temple was excellent and it is something that really worth to visit although it takes a long journey. Not only that, the food at Jenjarom is also nice and cheap. Not to mention the people there like Kian Hock and Ann Chee really provides us good hospitality. Kian Hock who I get to know four years ago reveal his true color today and make our day on that night. He is such a humorous person. Thank you so much!!!
I will be graduated after two months. There is an organized trip to Kota Kinabalu by my coursemates. At first I don’t want to join because I am worry about my stamina whether I am able to climb the mountain or not? Later, I feel that this is the last chance of going for a trip with my coursemates and most of them are going, so the decision is still pending because I got some feel of going. Today I feel something, I already think very clearly and analyze the situation if I go and if I am not, so the conclusion is out. I won’t be going. I don’t want to get the kind of feeling i get in the outing anymore. I don’t wan to have an unhappy trip.
Something came out in my mind for these two incidents that happened to me in just a few days time. “Do not ever dependent on other people even a very small thing” that you think people won’t mind to do it for you. Secondly, don’t have high expectation on something because “the higher the expectation the higher the disappointment.” Thirdly, “treat people with the way how people treat you”. If you treat people better, u will expect people to treat you back in that way and you will be hurt or get disappointed if people didn’t treat you in that way. Value people when people value you.
This might be very pessimistic but to me this is the realistic that we need to face in this realistic world that can let us stay happier and better. (^.^)
