((The Usual Day))

After one week of CNY, not even reach the 15th day of CNY, everything seen to go back to usual. The stress the routine task and everything faced in this last semester of study. Maybe this is the consequences after spending so much time to enjoy in the CNY. Last night I still think that would be my last day to enjoy but I regret. Although I enjoy the time shopping, looking around and having meal at MidValley but I regret I still spend my time on those unnecessary thing. I get to know that my system and documentation due date for my FYP is on the same day 9th March 2007 last night. I though it was handing in document first then the system so I concentrate more on the documentation but I think I was wrong. After I get to know, I try to get some rest since this morning I got an early class. I was unable to get to sleep. It was the second night in KL after staying one week in hometown for CNY but it really stressed me a lot. I think there won’t be enough time for me to rest myself starting from today 26th of March. I don’t dare to agree with my friend to go to anywhere but still I would like to go to somewhere. I need to control myself from now, not going to anywhere and just thinking about the FYP that I need to face for the next 2 weeks. Study needs to be put aside, leisure need to be put aside and the current CNY need to be put aside. Friends give me your strength and pray for me so that I am able to complete my project smoothly. Gambateh ne!!!! (^.^)

Chinese New Year 2007

Time pass fast like lighting. Own declared of one week holiday for this Chinese New Year (CNY) ended. Planned to enjoy this New Year and also accomplish part of the FYP but end up enjoying and didn’t touch FYP. This year the reunion dinner was not as good as last year because we have been waiting very long for the dishes and the dishes is not that good. While waiting and don’t want to get scold, I try to use the time to take photo with my relatives to delay the time. Everyone agree with my act because my uncle is very punctual with meal. After the dinner, I went to trim my front hair. My friend also did some treatment to my hair because he said my hair condition is very bad. While he is doing, he keeps mumbling, “the day before CNY still need to do treatment for somebody”. Haha……… But I know he is willing to do that and won’t count that much with me. Thanks ya!!! After so much preparation for CNY, finally the day has come. While praying at my aunt house, there is a great scene of fireworks. We turn our head left and right looking at the fireworks non-stop and came out with very exaggerate “wow” sound. Not only that, my brother who wants to light up a firecracker was interrogate by the police asking where is his house etc and just take his firecracker away. The first day of the year to meet the police, so “Heng” le….. The first day of CNY early in the morning, dressed up nicely and went to my grandfather’s house, my cousin grandparents’ house and my aunt house. But between this when we go home to get something, the neighbors are shouting at us before we enter, they say there is something cooking and is already burned. It was the curry my mum cooks this morning. My father boiled it and forgets to turn off the gas before he went out. The pot is like charcoal. “Dark gold for the year.” At night, I am able to meet up with my sisters and their partner  except one(Ah Tong’s partner) at Cai Ying’s house and it was a wonderful meeting. Later we went to McD for supper, can u imagine? I thought no one will go to McD on the first day of CNY but I was wrong, McD were crowded with people. One day has pass and we came to the second day, basically it was the same for all five to six days of CNY to me because we went to houses, get ang pows and gamble that’s all. On the 5^th day of CNY, I am able to get the time to go to watch movie (NORBIT) with friends and Wen. It was such a nice and funny movie. Really impressed to Eddie Murphy’s acting. Overall, it was really an enjoyable CNY to gather with friends and family, eating, chatting, gambling, playing and shopping but only that I feel sorry when Wen say I didn’t spend much time with him. Although he says so, but I cherish the time we are together. The 7^th day of , wanna go back to KL lor….I ask  my mum to pack some food for me and she pack one big bag of food for me. Really scare me hungry. Haha……..That bag of food occupied a big space in the car and make my seat so pack. But still need to thanks my mum, thanks for being so caring to me. After coming back to KL, really miss my hometown a lot, the food there, the people there and the environment so comfortable…  (^.^)

Valetine’s Day and the day before

On Valentine’s Day I was alone enjoying shopping and buying things for the coming Chinese New Year. Everything has pros and cons, is the same with shopping alone. The pros are u can go anywhere alone, any shop u want to go in and no need to let people wait for you when u are trying something on. The cons are, there is no one to give suggestion and no one share ideas with u. Anyway, I enjoy my time from 1pm to 7pm at Times Square, Sg Wang and Bukit Bintang alone buying all the necessary things but quite hurt to spend so much money. This is how I fully utilize my Valentine’s Day shopping alone. The day before Valentine’s which is the big day for MeiMei. We spend one afternoon with her in Redbox, The Curve. We skip the afternoon lecture and went there to sing. There are 17 of us. At first we book to sing from 1pm to 6pm but later we changed to VIP room which was facilitated with PS2 and no people book that room. We are allowed to sing until 9pm and yet we really sing until that time, until don’t know what to sing and until all songs, being sang, English, Malay, Mandarin and Cantonese. In this party, I discover my second idol among our classmates. The first one is Max and now the second one also the top student Ann Chee. Really, a person cannot be judge by the look, she sang so well. I think this will be a memorable birthday for MeiMei and also a memorable party for the other 16 of us. First time outing together and it is for such along period of time. I fully utilize my two days doing all this, what happen to my FYP??? Haih, I didn’t touch at all and I think I am not able to finish it on time. So sad, I am worry but no action, so disappointed. Hope I can do something during Chinese New Year because I know now, I am all in the Chinese New Year mood……

Valentine’s Day

Valentine, someone you love or someone in love with you. Does it mean when you have a valentine, u will celebrate Valentine’s Day?

Last year was a lonely Valentine’s Day at KL celebrate with no one, didn’t get a single thing (this is more often). Still remember I talk to a friend in phone and cried because of loneliness. I wonder will he still call me this year because I will still be so lonely in KL. Quite some time I didn’t receive his call although he is not my valentine but still he gave me a lot of memory and he cared for me before. I know what is he doing but I don’t know what he is feeling.

Today is the starting of weekend and since Valentine’s Day is on weekdays, so some of my friend already celebrating it on this weekend. It seems so nice to have someone celebrating this sweet, lovely day with you but it wasn’t one for me. So, I rather this day doesn’t exist and no worries on what to do for this day. Although, it still depends on your own thinking whether you want to take it so seriously or not but I always takes these occasion seriously. People can just don’t care but I don’t know why special occasions means so much to me.

But for this year, I will try to take everything as bland as possible because it will be the same kind of feeling like last year. Not going to do anything for anybody this year so that I won’t be disappointed, is this good excuse? haha……….last year I did something but that person don’t know how to appreciate and yet the thing is no longer with him. So disappointed!!

For every valentine in the world,

Have a Happy and wonderful Valentine’s day.

Appreciate and cherish the moment with your valentine.

It will be a great day to refresh back on day!!! (^.^)

For those who don’t have a valentine,

Don’t worry, that day will come true when u get to know someone you love and someone who has fate with you to celebrate this wonderful day.

Hope and patient is all you need!!!

Be brave to say you  love and you like!!!

PhotoGraphs

What brings memory? What gives memory? The thing that gives me most memory, I should say is my photos.I have so many photos either the developed one or the softcopy one since no one is going to use a camera with negatives now. I love to take photo sosososo………… much until I don’t know how many I have now, 1000? 10000? Or more I think. From young until now, all these are my memory but they are happy memory. Until I get my phone to take self-picture, I never put a sad face to the camera. I saw all my photos, I smile so widely and so happily. When I am not happy this few days, I look back to my photos and the photo of someone I miss. It really helps a lot. Feel happier to see the smiling face in the photos at the places I went before with relax and non-stressful feeling. Because I like to have pictures, I also hope to own my own camera. I manage to get one last year but the happiest thing is when I am able to get the camera phone where I can start to take photo at any moment I like with my sad, happy, crying or funky face. All thanks to Wen who fulfill my wishes but sometime he thinks I took too much photos until he cannot tahan. Haha…………..Although he feels that way but he will always remind me to bring my camera when I go out and he will take photo for me when we go out although his skill really SUCKS!!! hahaha…………..Maybe my interest in taking photo is also affected by my group of friend. We are all mad about taking photo and taking photo at everywhere we are. Once I even went to

Singapore

with another friend with the reason we want to go there to take photo because we are too boring. We went there one whole day and took about 50 pieces of photos. To my mum, I am so crazy. Also because I love to take photo, I went for an album at studios cost me few hundred. Now the album is in my cupboard. My mum ask me, “do you feel regret wasting money on that?” My answer is “NO, I would like to take another one.” Do you like to take photo? Try one when you are not happy but remember “SMILE” to the camera although you are not happy. This can make you feel happier. Every photo is a memory in life, don’t lost it. (^.^)

DUE DATES “r” Killing M3!!!

STRESS STRESS STRESS, why must all of it come together to me? haih……Trying to get someone to talk to me to release stress but feel like this will waste my time. Maybe I should just concentrate in my work. Is writing blog also wasting time? But I really want to release something out from me. I got so many things to do yet I get news that my group member for my final year project already finishes her part and now waiting for me to do the testing together. Anyone can teach me what I should do? Assignments dues are so near, test are near and yet FYP draft due also so near. I try to get friends to help in my FYP but I know they are busy with their own things too. I can aspect much from other people because this is my own project and I can only work hard for myself. Honestly, in my life the biggest regret is to choose IT course and so I need to do such a project for my graduation which I totally don’t have any interest. I really got the feeling of outsourcing but money is another problem for me. I thank those who are willing to help me but please let me know if you really can’t. I don’t wan you to spend so much time on my things and neglect your own things. So, no more Chinese New Year in my mind now. I can only say, I am stress with my study and sometime even feel crying in front of this pc of mine.

My Pets and Father

Before this, having a pet is just something that I won’t do because having a pet is like having so much trouble to me when I need to take care of them so much. I like to play with or see pets but I don’ really like to rare them. Recently, I start to have my two little hamsters when my friend wants to give me saying his hamster gave birth too many. They are soosososo small. They are only few weeks old when they reach me. I accepted them but I brought them back to hometown for my younger brother. I thought he will like it but he sent to my cousin’s house, scare to get scold by my father. My father is a stubborn and hard to get along person. I got his own idea which is “UNIQUE” and whatever he thinks is right, that’s it. Actually I really want to try to rare the little hamster but I think I still don’t have the chance; maybe I can try my luck during Chinese New Year. After two weeks, I brought back a Maltese that was abandon by its owner. I asked my father permission first before bringing it back and he said ok since it is free and he wanted to have a dog. When the dog reaches my house, it was so dirty and messy. At that time, my father starts to change his opinion and feel like giving back the dog back to its owner. I insist to keep the dog and brought it to the pet’s saloon to trim its fur. The people there say, its fur is too terrible and need to shave its hair botak. I have no choice but to agree. After two hours I went to get the dog, I was shock because it became a chi wa wa. Haha……Totally “botak” but it looks so fresh and active in its which fur. I brought it back again and this time gets the agreement from my father since it looks better this time. Playing around with it is so happy, and it was so active to run here and there. Luckily my house is big enough for it to run also. Oops, forget to mention, its name is Lucky given by the previous owner and it is actually the same with the first dog at my house. Lucky is so smart and it was so alert when we call its name. It is also very alert to other sound like the camera sound because it will turn its head "senget" when it hears this sound. So cute……..Try to like to have pets and step out to be a caring person. Haha…….. (^.^)