Valentine’s Day 2009

My Valentine’s Day 2009.

Who says Valentine’s Day must spend lots of money to make it sweet and touching? A small note can do the same.

A stalk of rose from a friend that is also single like me. We share the eve together. Thanks Ah Saw!!!

Of course there was a sumptuous meal at Chez Papa from someone that always hurt me, makes me sad, makes me angry but I always forgive him…

Thank you! ^ ^

Clothes and Shoes

I believe lots of people like to buy shoes, clothes and accessories to doll themselves up and make them pretty to walk in the street. I have a group of Jimuis who are pretty enough and we have the same kind of interest to dress ourselves up and that is why we spend our money in this kind of things.

There are times when I only have one pair of nice clothes to wear out on every function as well as a pair of multi-purpose sports shoes. I go to school for sports with it, I go shopping with it and dinners etc. I wear my only pair of nice clothes with it too. The pair of nice clothes is only a piece of white singlet with dark blue lining and a jeans skirt. Both I get in it in Singapore that time which it is quite cheap. I always envy my friends for having fashionable clothes and shoes for them to wear differently when we go out together.

I started to change when I was in the college where I try to get more clothes in KL since I can get cheap clothing in Sungei Wang but that time really saved my money from food to get nice clothes. Although I started to spend more on clothes but honestly until I graduate, I didn’t spend my money on those expensive or branded clothing. Even if I have, those are present from other people.

Recently, I started to look into branded clothing as I think they worth the value of the quality and comfortability but still I think twice before it get it. I spend more on clothing and especially shoes because I just think that I should pamper myself more and cover up those that I had lost. Also I think this is the method to make myself happier and more confident.

Sometime I think people will call me spendthrift to spend so much on shoes and clothing, bought shoes or clothes everytime I go shopping but I really think I deserve all this after I have been working this hard. Although I know it is a bit waste when I doesn’t know so many legs like a centipede or a millipede but I get myself so many pairs of shoes. I should say it is the kind of interest I have for shoes. Probably I can just make it like a collection like those of you who collects stamps in the past, collects Coca-cola bottles etc etc. Or it would be like kind of investment that you all did like buying a PSP, Xbox or Wii.

Maybe it is hard to understand why girls like to make themselves pretty so much, probably they just hope to own all the nice clothes and shoes in the world.

Too many things that I wanted to say

I have so many things that I feel like writting here but in the end I don’t know how am I going to put it.

Lets put it in short.

1. I am stil waiting for a phone call. (I am not sure is it hard to dial a number from a phone or the phone credit is to the limit so can’t make any call our or simply because I had a terrible voice.)

2. Please do not say “I smile but I cry in my heart” because you do not know the meaning of it.

I hope everyone in the world, hope you all are happy because living in sadness is really suffering, I know it, I experienced it.

**To my Jimuis, thank you so much for the advice and help. I think it is useless for us to put so much effort in this. Just leave it to fate. I will be alright and I think it is going to be a busy and Chinese New Year for us.

Happy “Niu” Year!!! (^ ^)

New Year 2009

Wow, time pass so fast until we are not able to stop it. What have you done for the pass one year in 2008? Did you make any review to the previous year? I don’t dare to do so because I think I didn’t do anything meaningful in that year.

Anyway, I ended my year 2008 at home alone watching TV and didn’t have my dinner as well but don’t worry because I know I am going to have a sumptuous meal the next day and that is the first good meal in 2009.

I went out with AhTing and Fion on 20090101 and please see below for our first sumptuous meal. Haha… Got fish, veggie and bean curd. What do you think? Nice??? Sure it is nice and happy…. I hope everyday can be this happy and also hope you are the same.

Enjoy life to the fullest!!! Don’t worry be happy!!! J Cheers~~~

J Cheers~~~

Lyric

Don’t know why just love these two rows of lyrics.

“Ni you wo na ye na bu zhou de jiu hui yi, wo ke yi yi ge ren an jing de wang ji ni,

wo hen ni na yi ju, wo ai ni.”

Cape No. 7

People say that it is a nice movie, I wanted to catch it too as it is showing in Singapore not in Malaysia. Therefore I only have my after working time to go and watch it. I tried to catch it for THREE times but I am always late or it is sold out. So sad… But yesterday is sadder because I can reach earlier but I missed the bus stop until I don’t know where I am? I am lost in Singapore!!! Although I reach on time, but in the end the ticket sold out already… Nevermind, there is a machine that sells ticket also and when I try to click into it, there is ticket available but…………………I do not have a credit card to pay for it. L

I feel like going there alone today but the showtime in the internet showing only 9pm. But I saw 6.50pm on the ticketing machine yesterday.

No fate with this movie. Probably just have to wait for the DVD or when it shows in Malaysia one day. L

A.k.a. Busy Long Weekend

Last weekend is a long weekend holiday, my mum and brother thought I am going to bring them to KL but later cancelled. I can say it is a boring weekend. S

aturday went for a movie at night still not bad but don’t know why keep thinking of something else.

Although sing K on Sunday is fine and not bad but a bit sad when AhTing don’t really want to share her things with us and just kept quiet at the corner. Later went for a super sumptuous dinner but it is so far away. When I prepared to go to sleep, there is a message delivery message saying, “Message Sent Failed!”

On Monday, my mum wants me to bring her to shop but it was raining since morning and all the mood gone. The only thing we did is to sleep and play with the new black puppy, “Coco”. She also sleeps together with us but we sleep on the sofa she sleeps on my mum’s bed. Hahaha…

Sien, after whole afternoon, need to go back to Singapore again at night but fortunately my parents offer to send us to JB. Although we had a good ride until JB but it was so crowded in custom and we had to walk passed it in the rain (without umbrella) -_-‘

Sadness ~.~

Life is short and unpredictable. Last September should be a nice month to me and 11^th Sept should be a wonderful day to me but now it ends up to be a tragedy in my life. Yes, this is the day I lost my cousin, the one who appeared in all the newspaper in Malaysia as well as Singapore being abducted and killed. She is only 16.

When I am trying to forget about this incident and put it in the passed, there is someone else in life, my secondary school senior cum my campus mate in UTAR died on last Thursday of an accident. He is only 24.

By looking at the age, don’t you think that it is too young to leave everything behind? Probably there are lots of things that they plan to do but not yet achieved. Everything comes so sudden and it is a cruel attack to their family as well as the people around them.

Last night I went to shop and normally I don’t really buy any stuff that I like for myself. Now I think these incidents had changed my thinking. I just try to get whatever things that I like. I bought myself a Guess Wallet. To me it is something valuable and actually I don’t need it buy I bought it.

Maybe someone will say, “You can’t afford it!” to me but actually not that I can’t afford. Sometime I just think that it is not necessary to buy so expensive one or it is not necessary to buy one.

Wow, full of sad things in my mind and don’t know who am I going to share with? Probably putting them into words is the best that I can do.

Relation is complicated

Why do I say relation is complicated?

First you know him as your friend. Then both of you become closer or intimate but when there is one side didn’t acknowledge or approve the relation, the relation is hanging there.

When he didn’t get back to you on something you get angry, if you didn’t give him a reply he pretend nothing. In the end, your blood pressure get high but he is not affected at all.

Sometime when you go out with him, he try to do everything he can to care for you to make you  happy. You feel the happiness but the happiness is missing when you didnt go out with him.

I am not sure is a girl stupid to take care of everything or a guy is stupid that do not know how the girl will think or react.

Boys and girls, the conclusion is, a boy and a girl don’t be friend!!! Reasonable???

Enjoyable weekend

Woohoo, weekend is coming and I am going to have a nice weekend in Malacca. Actually we had invited a lot of people to join in this trip but unfortunately there is only eight of us going, three from the south of Malaysia and another five from the center. Everything is ready and planned, just hope that everyone can relax, enjoy the food as well as the time we stay together. I will blog more on this trip later after we come back as well as bringing some nice photo for you all. Hopefully I can manage to get some!! Haha….

Today I went into Facebook and log in to Friend For Sale. Everytime I log in there I just simply bought my friend over don’t really care how much they actually cost. I was wondering if it is in the real world, I could be this generous to spend my money. Recently, I just got a new nick name from SC. He says I am “Miss SBSD”. Can you guess what SBSD stand for? I also feel shy to say it out. You all just make your wild guess la…until sometime I get too many of your comment that you wanted to know then I will let you know. Honestly, I am not sure that is good or not.

Anyway, I am going to enjoy the trip, I hope Miss SBSD is not going with me!!!